March 20, 2012

as i am...


Don't tell me what's in
Tell me how to write
Don't tell me how to win this fight
Isn't your life
It isn't your right
To take the only thing that's mine


                                                  Proven over time
                                                  It is over your head
                                                  Don't try to read between the lines
                                                  Are clearly defined
                         "Never lose sight of something you believe in"

Taking in the view from the outside
Feeling like the underdog
Watching through the window I'm on the outside
Living like the underdog

I've been trying to justify you
In the end I will just defy you


                                                 To those who understand, I extend my hand
                                                 To the doubtful I demand, take me as I am
                                                 Not under your command, I know where I stand
                            I won't change to fix your plan, Take me as I am

As I am




[As I Am - Dream Theater]

March 11, 2012

wacana

ketika semuanya baru menjadi wacana.
-aerobik bersama ibu2 kantor,
-sepedaan ke depok,
-lari pagi di ragunan,
-main gamelan,
-les perancis lagi,

berakhir dengan beres-beres kamar, nyuci baju dan nyetrika. di kosan!

SEKIAN.

March 8, 2012

-break-

it hurts me...
when we fight
when we hardly argue

ada masanya dimana yang ada diantara kita hanyalah pertengkaran demi pertengkaran. argumentasi tiada henti dimana hal kecil sekalipun menjadi sangat besar dan berkepanjangan. what's wrong? sungguh aku tak tahu. no idea bout what's happen between us.

sepertinya, semua berjalan lancar. normal. baik. ketika tetiba selisih paham... sungguh aku tak tahu apa yang terjadi. everything was fine until everything i said seems like always wrong in your eyes. everything was fine until i close my ears from everything you said.

the bridge was fall. into pieces.
the signal was dissapear.
the network was disconnect.
the light was off.
the line wasn't there.

i don't know where to go...

March 5, 2012

today, 5 years back...

Adalah seorang perempuan mungil yang mulai menapaki Jakarta. Hari pertama tak ada Ibu yang membangunkan di pagi hari. Hari pertama tak ada Ibu yang menyiapkan sarapan.

Adalah seorang perempuan, ringkih dengan tas punggung yang entah berisi apa. Kikuk di lingkungan barunya yang terlihat begitu besar. Little girl in a Big city.

Lima tahun lalu...
Petualangan itu dimulai. Bertemu orang baru. Dunia baru. Lingkungan baru.

Lima tahun,
Lima tempat tinggal.
Lima tahun,
Lima 'pit stop'.
Lima tahun...

Senin, 5 Maret 2007
Senin, 5 Maret 2012