May 19, 2013

you take The Words, you take the pain


"...at some point, you have to choose between life and fiction. The two are very close, but never actually touch. The two very, very different things."
Story about young (he think he's) talented writer who decided to make writing as his profession. His life has twisted between passion and reality, till once he got recognition of his writing. Has it change his life, then?
"I'm not who I thought I was... And I'm terrified I never will be."

May 16, 2013

my easy life


I have nothing to worry about. Nothing to think about. Nothing to concern about. No need to calculate school expense. No need to cook everyday. No need to wake up at dawn to prepare tie and shoes. No need to wait, just sleep and eat whenever I want to. Nothing big, nothing in particular. Easy, like Sunday morning.

I have the highest authority to do things wherever I want. Free to put (some-whatever) home-decor thingy. Free to fart in bedroom. Also unlimited time to use bathroom. Free, simple little kind of free.

DIY-shoes-rack project become my biggest concern. How-to-get-black-curtain become my biggest problem. What-to-eat-for-dinner become my million dollar question. All those simple stuffs to be think of. As simple as that, like no other.

Simple. Free. Easy.

No one but me.

May 1, 2013

Random in May


1. I was checking out my files on my machine... and tadaaa! so many 'draft' left unfinished.
2. Ahh... for some reasons I miss Balikpapan. I used to be more 'productive' back then, when I was there. Most probably because I have nothing else to do instead sitting alone in my room and in front of my laptop.
3. 1/3 of ytd has passed away... leave me here alone in the corner of my own mind, thinking again about 'goal in life'. Contemplating.
4. It's Labour Day, they said. Even if the President of The Republic says it's holiday, it won't be holiday for us if the President of The Blue says NO holiday. Whadda.....
5. burung irian burung cendrawasih, cukup sekian dan terimakasih.